Coke!

Sometimes it's just part and parcels of life to accept changes. I'm very willing to take them if they are on the positive sides but I seems to be experiencing more changes on the negative sides. :(

Though everything seems the same, but the feeling is just different. I hate the slience. It's a scary feeling to me that there is no more common topics. Just plainly hi-bye friends.

Since there's nothing I can do, I'll just pop a can of coke and hope i'll feel better aftering drinking it. Maybe that's the real reason of me liking coke, it never feels to make me feel happier!

Eng Wee's Birthday Celebration

Celebrated Eng Wee's birthday at kbox today. It was a ktv session with buffet dinner. Considering an anti-social person being the organiser, I actually quite pleased with the response.

9 of us turned up!

The girls (from left to right): Chiao Min, Fen and me

The guys (from left to right): Eng Wee (Mr Birthday boy!), Jiawei, Kok Yong, Yimian, Leong Soon and Feng Wei

Most of us will be busy singing and those really good ones can even pose while singing.

If you are wondering what the others are doing, while the few are singing. They are all busy eating. As in eat, Eat, EAt, EAT!!!! And of cos, I'm always busy taking photos.

Since I'm talking about ktv, how can I not post a photo of our class very own Sam Lee. Haa! I seriously think Jiawei looks like Sam Lee. Especially the Sam Lee in 痴心绝对 MV. But then, he's abit different! He has a Sam Lee's face but have an Andy Lau's voice. Wahaa!!

Everyone loves the card I bought! If you happen to find this card familiar, like seeing it somewhere in my blog. Then you really have a great eyesight. I bought one for Fen on her birthday. The only difference is the cover of Fen's card is "I Love You" while Eng Wee's is "I Hate You".

Some very random photos:

Mr birthday boy and his friends and buddies.

Photos of rumours couples. Photos of people who just happen to sit before each other. Photos of people are forced by ME to take photos together.

If you are wondering why there's only one photo of me, I can only tell you....

I always save the best till the last. So you will get to see LOTS of me in the next photo! Wahaa!!

I really hope everyone enjoyed themselves as much as I do. And you guys are really good singers! But I'm super surprised by the songs you all sing; all the oldies and hokkien songs. Let have another outing after our exams! I think it will be equally FUN!!!

PS: I have loaded some of the videos on youtube and all the photos on Multiply. Most of the videos are super dark and can't really see the faces but we can still hear voices. Thanks to you people who like to sing in the dark!

e1 Chinese New Year Gathering

It's sort of like a tradition that we meet every year at Pat's house for a small gathering. Every year we will have something like a small potluck. This year we got fried rice, sushi, fried chicken seaweed, Ben's and Jerry ice-cream and lots of tibits!

The people who were there today! The guys starting from left to right: Tat Kuan, Junyu, Jerry and Patrick. Teh girls from left to right: Yan Jun, Shuyi, me and Shao Jun. Bing Xing left before we have chance to take a group photo with him. :(

Everyone has a nice time catching up with one another. I guess there's not much change except Bing Xing(the guy in green) who get so ang mo now! We always prepare too much food than we can finished, so the rest are all going to end up in the bin!

While some of them are busy singing, the rest will be either slacking around or chatting with each other. As for me, I'll be busy snapping photos to preserve all the good memories.


Sometimes they will be nice and obedient, and look into the camera to let me take nice photos for them.

It's just fun to take random photos and classify them under different catagories.

Top left: The e4s. Top right: The NTUs. Bottom left: The SPs. Bottom right: The NYJCians with those there for 1st 3 months.

Top left: The e5 and e1s. Top right: The NUSs. Bottom left: I can't remember why we forced them to take this photo. Wahaa! Bottom right: The Bishan-Toa Payoh GRCs

That's all! I really enjoyed myself and I hope you people enjoyed as much as I do. Thanks Pat for organising all these for us and letting us dirty your house every year. Hee! I guess everyone has changed in one way or another, but definitely in the good side.

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE THE e1s!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year

I spent the whole of Chinese New Year, sleeping, eating, sleeping and eating. The amount of weight I gained will take me at least half a year to shed. Boo... :(

We had steamboat of Chinese New Year Eve. I won't say I'm a steamboat lover. I don't usually eat much at the table but I like to snack alot after the main meal. That's why I'm so FAT!!!! Another reason of me not really liking steamboat is I always tend to scald myself. And I always scald my face!!

Went visiting on the 2nd day, to my uncle's house.

Kids will all hang out together and play mahjong. I'll never gamble my ang bao money on games. So no money was involved. Though I will normally win, I just have the mahjong luck. Wahaa.. As for adults, they will be at the living room, happily singing ktv.

Not everyone likes my camera. Boo :( There's really nothing to hide mah. Even though you can hide from the camera, you can't hide from my blog. Wahaa *evil laughter*

Luckily, most people still like it. Haa... Everyone smiling happily into the camera. I can't help but notice why do all my cousin have small faces? They make my face real big and fat in the photos. I HATE IT!!!! I know I have a big, fat face but you all don't have to prove it to me!

This is just a small part of my relatives. The rest are all camera shy. So there won't be any photos of them.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!

Happy e4 Day cum Joyce's Celebration

It's e4 day yesterday. Happy e4 day!!! Hope everyone was feeling happy yesterday, though I was abit moody. But I still love all my e4 babies!
_____________________________________________________________

An early birthday celebration for Joyce! Joyce hope you enjoyed your birthday during the Chinese New Year period. And get lots of ang baos and present!!

Presents from me and Fen! A butterfly necklace and a super retro birthday cards. Even since I recieved a hand-made birthday card from Meiying on my 22nd birthday, I just LOVE recieving cards. In order to share the happiness of recieving cards, I'll make sure that a birthday card is a must for birthday present. For a super not artisitc person like me, you guys will have to just make do with a bought card instead of a hand-made one!

Even if the camera is not aiming at her, she can still think up of all the "cute" faces to pose. Not to say when she knows that we are actually trying to take photos of her. Personally, I like all the candid shots more. Sooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!! Haa...

Fengwei and Joyce, the serious old man and the cute joker. Wahaa.. Being tricked to the celebration, we were supposed to be discussing on out Proffesional Communication project. Haa! But then, we did continue and split up the jobs.

Going to end this with a pretty photo of me and Fen!

Fated...

Maybe it's just fated for me to see it. No matter whether I like it anot... I also don't know why do I feel so upset after seeing it.

Maybe it's been a long time since I have seen its presence. Seeing it really bring me back some back memories. The good ones and the bad ones.

Maybe it's because I'm just not feeling well. I swear I'll never be lazy and take a bus home anymore. No matter how sick and uncomfortable I feel, I'll walk, crawl, roll and do anything but take a bus!

I hate it even more cos I just screamed at my mum just now. Not that it's like the 1st time that I'm screaming at her, I think I scream at her almost everyday. But today is just different. I'm just affected by some other thing and venting my anger on her.

I'm just a bad bad daughter....

It's not longer familiar

The familiar backview is no longer familiar. I have decided to put a stop to everything. I will miss all the nice things you have done for me, even though you will think that it's just no big deal.

Thanks for being nice to me! Doing them just for me! Because it's just for me, therefore I'll treasure it and keep them in mind.

Girl, I have decided to put it down. And I hope when you are reading this, you can tell youself that you should stop thinking negatively. Maybe at times I may be abit protective over him, but then, no matter how much you don't like me to tell you these, I still have to tell you again.

No one can make you sad or unhappy, the only person who can do it - it's yourself.

I strongly advice you to choose confront though I chose avoidance. But then I believe you can handle the suitation well and will be happier after it. I'll always be here to be your listening ears and to cheer you up.

Announcement

Hey people,

We'll be celcbrating Eng Wee's birthday on 26/2 at K-box. Most porbabaly it's a ktv cum buffet dinner session. As suggested by Mr Lim Eng Wee personally, he hope to get a G2000 voucher as his birthday present. If you don't mind chipping in, please tell me k?

There's a list of people who are invited:
1) Ming Fen
2) Feng Wei
3) Adrain
4) Jiawei
5) JS
6) Yimian
7) Leong Soon
8) Shuhairi
9) Chiao Min

These are some of the few people I can think of. If you are not included inside, it probably slip my mind. All are invited!!!

If you happen to be reading this and you are on the list, please confrim with me on whether you will be going, k? Anyway, 26/2 is on the recess week. I know most of us will be busy with our FYP report, but then I think it'll be fun to meet up and chill too (to relax and take a break?).

Hope I'll get some replies soon!!

Jobs!?

Graduation is just around the corner and most of my friends are all currently looking for jobs. Oh No!! It's time for me to start looking for jobs too...

Thinking back, I went into university partly because my mum really hope that I can get into local university and partly beacuse I was too lazy to look for a job. But at least my poly FYP tutor called and offered me a job after exams.

I ending my university life in a few months time and now I have to start looking for jobs all by myself. Think with my lousy grades, my FYP tutors won't even offer me a job. Maybe I will get filter out at the 1st stage, without even having a chance for an interview.

Putting that aside, if I can get good results for my FYP, maybe I can still scrap thru for a 2nd lower class? Now, it's more important for me to get a job which I'm interested or related to what I'm studying.

I'm not really interested in Environmental Engineering stuff especially if it involves process designing and stuff. I don't even know why I choose to study in Environmental Engineering especially the market in Singapore in so small unless I decide to go oversea.

I'm definitely more interested in laboratory work which means research. Normal application laboratory work will only employed poly graduate and I'm over-qualified for the job. Research will only be done in big companies which means they will filter people by their grades. So I don't think my grades will be able to bring me thru the interviewing round.

The next thing that I'm interested and I think I'll have a better chance is more on marketing. Maybe procurement will be fine with me too. Able to interact with people instead of facing machines and analysing process problems.

I'm thinking of trying flying too! But then, I always have so little confident on myself. Plus, my friends are telling me why go flying when you're a university graduate. It's sort of like a childhood ambition for me.

I hope I'll just get a decent job!

Your presence had become memory,
Your smile had become memory,
Your voice had become memory,
Maybe when
Your backview had become memory,
It’ll be time for me to let go…

Random

Nothing super interesting happened to me for the past few weeks. Sort of stop meeting my friends so that I can spent the weekends at home resting and catching up with my schoolwork ccum FYP. But I ended spending all my weekends sleeping, watching TV, lazing around and growing fatter :(

I can't believe the number of hours I can sleep on a weekend and still feel tired on weekdays. Maybe it's because I sleep tooooooooooo much. Wahaa! I need the motivation I had during last semester exam period, so that I can start revising. But the more important point is, I need to start editing on my FYP. I need to hand in draft 1 in march and zero editing have been done. I hope I'll be able to start this weekend. Someone please push me to do it!!!

Anyway, MR LIM ENG WEE, you are super rude for not replying to my sms loh. I'm being super nice, killing my braincells to think of ideas to make you cry on your birthday! If you are still reading my blog, then you better reply me SOON! If you are his friends and you are also reading this, please ask him to reply me.

多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节